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I am suffering from very bad waswasa of divorce thoughts lately, which come to me without my will or intention.
Because i am suffering from waswasa everything i say becomes a real struggle of the mind. If i say something to anyone or read quran or a book, something in my head makes me believe that i am saying these things to my wife. For example i might be getting angry towards my brother but something in my mind makes me believe that i am saying these words to my wife. Or if I have a book or papers or clothes in my hand and something in my head makes me feel that there is a metaphor on there and makes me feel there is intention. What do I do?
At one point I was at my in-laws and I was standing by the door waiting for my wife. My sister in law asked me if I was going, it was just a general question. At first I didn’t reply because of these thoughts, because they make me feel that I am aiming it towards my wife, but really I have no intention. So she asked me again and I said ‘yes/yeah’. At that moment something in my head made me feel that I am saying ‘yes/yeah’ to divorce. But really I have no intention and I don’t intend to. I would like to know what the ruling would be IF there was intention to the saying of ‘yes/yeah’ to a normal general question, would that count?
Could you also please tell me how to solve this problem of unintentional thoughts? Everytime I talk or write, something makes me feel that there is intention, but in reality I have no intention. I am struggling.